Friendship

So our group of six are at that age where our friendship is hanging by a thread.

It's not cause any of us have done anything wrong but the thing is if any one of us do then everything can be shattered.

It has kinda happened.

SK had kinda said something to FAJ that hit a hard spot.

Yes she shouldn't have said it.

And no FAJ hasn't forgiven her completely.

SK said to FAJ that she has to forgive her which she totally doesn't, I mean what she said wouldn't go to easily because words scar and wounds fade.

SP has decided to take the side of SK and we, I guess are undecided although SP says she is also undecided.

SP said she is going to leave the group. I don't know what this means for the blog, but one thing I have noticed.

Us, our friendship, SK, SP and I, it has weakened. When we first came to the school we go to we use to practically inseparable. We would spend every weekend together.

However now, our friendship is faltering. SP and SK hang out. SP doesn't ask me, but if I ask her if she wants to hang out she claims she's 'busy'. I mean I don't know how true her statements are all the time because then SK goes laughing with SP on inside jokes that I don't understand. Now it sounds I'm getting jealous but I'm okay with it, I just don't like people lying to me. Especially when you know they are lying, that is the worst feeling.

I think half the stuff I am telling you I shouldn't be telling you because stories you put up on the internet, whilst still can be deleted, will remain there forever.

I don't know what I want from my friendship with SK and SP and I think I'm going to wait it out. See where the wind takes us.

I have to say in my mind I'm laughing slightly. It is going to be ever so slightly awkward because I live down the road from SK and SP... I know, how convenient.

FAJ has had a lot of cries, IK and I are confused and I don't know about LI.

I want to try something new, with every post I want to add a song in so this time it's:

~Ed Sheeran, Lego House

Bye Butterflies

-STx